Brain warped...

Sometimes I feel like a terrible Christian.

That's what I thought as I sat in Bible Study tonight--even when the Lord was using me to speak truth to someone.

I know we all fall short, but I feel like I ALWAYS fall short... too short. I feel like a nutjob who falls short way too much. I can't keep up.

FAIL.

Hypocrite.

Disgusting sinner.

Falling for the flesh over and over again.

Crazy person.

Overly emotional.

God has spared every man from me. Please spare me of me.

It's not everyone else, it's me. I'm the problem...

When will I be able to always be doing what's right in the eyes of God? Help me, Lord. Help me.