So, I'm pretty much moved to the Valley. I have almost all my stuff there. I'm just waiting for my furniture to be moved. I'm kind of in between right now... *sigh*
To be quite honest, I'm depressed. I already don't like it. I've been off this week and just shopping for groceries made me upset. The people in the Valley are just so different.... in a bad way. I mean, everywhere you go you are gonna find rude, uneducated people, but it just feels like it's worse in the Valley. Everything in Pomona/Chino is just so much more calm. Plus the Christian community is just so much more REAL.
I feel lost. I feel out of place. I feel uncomfortable. I feel like I made a mistake.
*LOUD SIGH*
Then to top it all off, I MISS MY CAT! I literally broke down in tears when I stepped into the Pomona house today and picked him up after not having seen him in almost a week. I just hate leaving him behind. It would have made things so much nicer if I could have at least brought the cat with me. =(
THIS SUCKS!!! Oh and one more thing... I have to pay $50 more in rent than what I was originally under the impression I had to pay. Gah! How was this supposed to be a good thing?
Lord, please help me. I don't want to rank out on my sister and I know that I have to do this. Please give me a calm heart. Please surround me with people who love you. Please help me find a church that honors you and has REAL people in it. Please HELP ME get through this change!!
Hebrews 12:2
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“fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy
set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at
the rig...
16 hours ago
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